The latest with Carol ^^;

Little Nell Campbell took my picture! ^^;One of my weakest points, I’m afraid, is setting goals for myself. I tend to not set goals because then I’m not as disappointed if I don’t keep them. This was my typical modus operandi  as a teenager and younger person. But as we all know, it is time to grow the eff~ up and get work done. ^-^;;

Since my last update on this blog, Valentine’s Day, nearly an entire year has passed! I started a secondary blog with the intention of cataloguing my growing Gothic and Lolita Bible collection, and their respective patterns found inside. As an avid seamstress, the patterns are the prize, and I’ve even added several Gosu Rori and Otome no Sewing to the library. Unsure of how to proceed with THAT blog, I posted a few project articles there. As all this is still rather new to me, organizing has become somewhat of a jumble.

I would, however, like to continue this website as my main blog and project showcase. Very soon in the future, I intend to have this site as my store as well. The secondary blog will continue for archiving and cataloging my collection of patterns.

I also have a Tumblr, where I occasionally share pictures, Lolita fashion photos or scans, et al. All of this is connected, as well, to my Twitter account.

With more projects ahead or completed, I look to gain more of an audience to promote my work, and hopefully to earn respect within the very discerning crowd of Lolita fashion. But I don’t just want to broadcast everything one-sided. If I can garner enough interest, I’d like to have an open forum discussing possible dress designs, prints, themes, even favorite color combinations! I’ll make what I like and share it, but I hope to make things we all might enjoy to wear. ^.^

Sources for materials

  • Lace and Trims found on ebay and aliexpress (I buy in bulk)


Project Ideas

So I thought it might help to come up with a project model or two… or three, perhaps. Really just ideas at this point, but I’m trying to think of anything that might serve as an appropriate structure and goal to showcase my adventures in sewing. Unsure of what kind of deadline I should give myself, I’m sort of avoiding making any at this point. But I have tossed around ideas, like finishing a project in a week, or bi-weekly. Perhaps more time for something like an original themed design (I’ll explain in a minute).

My Fabric Obsession

Here it is. My dirty little secret. I’m a fabric hoarder. Well, maybe it’s not that surprising, especially if you’re familiar with the world of sewing. It’s a thing. “Ooh, look at that fabric! Don’t know what I’ll make out of it, but I need it,” and so on. I figure I have plenty to choose from, but I have to actively choose it. Most of the time, I look over all my fabric and say to myself, “Yes. Yes, this is good. I have these,” and then ponder the numerous things I could make out of it all.

Which isn’t how it should be done. Too many options make me feel at a loss of what I should do next. So my goal is to actually choose a fabric, and make something without thinking too hard about it.

So for this project, it’s “Choose a fabric, and design something!”. I kind of want to call it something creepy, like, The Culling . . . (>~_~)>

The following is only a small selection of my fabric collection:

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I have some awesome chiffons, with sources for many more colors, super soft and sturdy peachskin in a hunter green, ivory georgette, and too many prints. We’ll see how much of it I can use!

Pick a Zipper, Any Zipper

Mode a la Belle 223In this category, I toyed with another inventive “start making stuff at random” idea. A little while ago, I ordered from the website (yes, occasionally, I’ll spend my time browsing zippers – whateva. I do what I want >.<).

There is a buy option to get 25 mixed colors of the kind of zipper of your choice. Any one kind of zipper in 25 different colors. So I shrugged and said, “Sure! Let see what I get!” I got some 22” standard coil invisible zippers . . . in ALL the colors! So what to do with all these zippers? Maybe I could pick one and make a dress to match it’s color?


Original Themed Design

Mode a la Belle 225This one is an ambitious one, I think. The idea here is to come up with a completely original design, drawing it out, choosing the colors and accessories around a specific theme. For example, one theme I’ve been pondering to do is Zodiac sign specific, i.e. Aquarius, Sagittarius, etc . . .

I’ve lost confidence in my drawing ability, but maybe if I give myself a little push, I could try to learn to do it again. This project idea would have a longer buffer time. Maybe this should be more like bi-annual. It’d be a lot of work, from paper to finished garment, but it’d be a good achievement, and great practice of my rusty skills.

GLB Sew Along

Mode a la Belle 224This one’s the easiest one. It’s all laid out in the Gothic Lolita Bibles. This I could probably do every few days, maybe a weekly project. Choose a pattern from any GLB (I’ll even take suggestions!) and make it! There’s lots of good patterns in those. Some of them kind of lacking, others repetitive, but they’re easy and fun. I figured doing this might also help others through these patterns without needing to read the Japanese.

For example, I’ve been wanting to make this cute little fur hat from #42 for a while now, and I just acquired the softest white faux fur to make it out of. The fur was for a Santa Lolita design idea I had, but I may not get to that in time for Xmas this year afterall. So furry hat perhaps!

This could be fun!

Also I went to New Zealand . . .

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Yes, I’m still here

Big huge super mega apologies for being so late in updating this website. Life is what it is, but now that things have calmed down again, I’m planning to add more content here.

Before I can turn this blog into a shop, however, there some work that needs to be done. In the meantime, I’ve been honing my craft and selling items via

Also, there’s a new function on this site where you can sign up to receive news and updates! If you’d like to be on top of what’s going on with me and my dressmaking, please consider signing up for the newsletter here!

Photo Dump! and Updates, omg!

I am continually changing my mind about blogs and how to run them. I have two of them now, the other more focused on my sewing projects a la Lolita – and this one more of my personal (mis)adventures in life as a Lolita and over all crazy-person.

Personally, I think I suck at blogs, as it’s never really anything meaningful that I have to say. I’m just sharing myself and what I do, and I know some of you like it. And I like sharing. Why am I constantly defending this? Ha…

Moving on – a lot has happened since the last post about my apron project.

I had an amazing time one night when I spontaneously decided to join some friends for open mic here in my town. I happened to be dressed up in my fabulous Baby, The Stars Shine Bright dress. The print is Twinkle Constellation in white. I won’t begin to tell you how much it cost, but it was one of my major splurges when I was in Japan last September. Worth it!

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I Made Me Some PJs – Lolita, of course

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I’m learning how to do nail art!


Thanks to my friend Misty for letting me use her hands for six hours. heh.

Dressed up for Thanksgiving

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Annual Yuletide Arts and Crafts Fair in Taos

Thanks again goes to my sweet friend Misty for taking all the lovely pictures!

Wearing my new Bodyline acquisition, and Alice print JSK in black and white.

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And I couldn’t help myself, but we adopted a new kitten that day. Meet Merlin!

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New Lolita boots! Perfect for winter!


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So as I continue on with doing the things I do, I will again try to be more forthcoming with updating blogs and stuff. This weekend we’re going to the Albuquerque Comic Con at the Hard Rock Casino resort. I intend to wear my other expensive acquisition: Alice and the Pirates Vampire Prelude dress in blue.

Coming up soon is my birthday, and it’ll mark one whole year that I’ve taken my Lolita fashion seriously, wearing it out in town as often as practicality allows. So far, I’ve gotten nothing but positive feedback, so I’m just gonna keep on doin’ it.

Ciao for now. <3